I just want to leave forever.

I just have nothing to do with this world.
I can't make anybody happy.
I tried. i tried.
I want to try harder. but i just cant. I dont have anything in me anymore.
I dont want you to feel alone. I want to be there with you thru everything & anything.
I fuckign love you with all my fucking heart & soul.
I'm nothing without you.
i love you more than i can fucking explain.
I just want out of this world.
You'll find a better girlfriend than me in the future anyways.
i'm not worth a cent.
I love you.
Goodbye forever.


I hope someday, some beautiful girl will make you happier than I ever did.
Goodluck. Good life.
Bye,
-Ashley R. Alanis.

(Tuesday, September 13th, 2011. (9:10pm)