So I get a callback, right?

NOT Taco bell.
I nearly had a hear attack answering the phone.
But it was the other place i tried, where i got a flyer.
But it's to sell the chronicle.
And well..
You know how most of us are.
we say no.
And id have to go door to door.
And i really dont feel comfortable doing that.
:l
So we'll see.
Anyways,
I can't play soccer because my mom says what about if you get a call about a job?
then what.
Well THEN i'll leave the soccer team,
But till then i think she should let me play.
Thats not fair. :c
Sigh..

Now that I think about it.

I do hate being a teenager sometimes.
Like I just want to fucking cuddle, be with you, & have dashing time. & usually that's what happens :))
But then.
BOTH.
of our damn hormones, & then.
it's bad. D:
LOL.
We need to keep it under control..
Well. I do need too.
OH HAI.
That'll be something I give up for whatever its called. I forget.is it lent? i know it starts with l. D:
Only exception are kisses & cuddles. xoxoxo.
I think that will be good for us, & we can go on a picnic, that ive been trying to do for the longest time, & one day we can go to the beach all day  & maybe watch the sunset & then go home. :3
Little things like that make me happier than ever. Actually just seeing you or talking to whether via fb, IM, voxer anything.
Well. thats all for now.
Just needed to say that,.

that's irritating.

and disgusting. 

its never...

a picture of us.
sometimes i feel like you're ashamed to be seen with me.
Sigh. I hope you're not. Because, I'm not, no matter how dorky we look. or I look. I still want it to be seen...
Sorry, I guess it hurts.
It's always someone else, Our pictures never last longer than 3 days or less..
Oh well.
:c