im sorry

im not perfect. i make mistakes too. im sorry if i didnt get it right,. im sorry for everything wrong i do. im sorry i got high because my goddamn emotions took me over. thanks for listening to me, when i needed you the most. thanks for leaving. the 'effects' dont work on me. it just made me tired and sleepy. all those 'effects' its supposed to have, people fucking act them out. because they dont work on me.  maybe i was funny when talking to you. i dont know. dont think i assume things. i fucking know what i heard. so fuck it. its fucking old news. i dont care. i dont care. do what you fucking please. im not in control of you. damn. im sorry. IM SORRY. IM SORRY
bye,
A.