i hate when i ask you something a million times &

you dont give me a goddamn answeer  till the last minute & i get hurt. i get hurt okay. you cant do that to me. i need to know things before hand. i hate when that happends. i get all sad, & angry for if you didnt know. Thats why i smoked today. you fucking made me sad. shit happens. i hate this. i just need to go away, i hate my life. i want to go away forever