I hate having anxiety

I cant brethe right nit. Im crying. Im scared. I know theres 99% that its a rumor its fake an not true. But theres always that one percent. And i hate it. I hte the fuckinga kids who think that shit is okay. Stop get a fucking life get your education an move the fuck on. Dont screw yourself over in a fucking gang . Thats so low and stupid. I hate it . Im scared not just for myself but for my love my friends seniors and school of innocent kids not knowing what is happening. Im scared. I dont wanna be at school but ill be strong and not think of it abd go. I hate crying i hate when peiple cant comfort me i hate when i get mad . I hate myself.